Ouch!!!

So last Tuesday night I went to Walmart after I got Haize to sleep because we needed some baby food and a few other items. I always have to look at the little baby toys to see if there is something that Haize just might want. I found a winnie the pooh crinkly book and I knew he would just love it. So after getting my few much needed items I went home. I was just going to go to bed and put stuff away in the morning but decided I would just do it now. I put all the groceries away and then decided to put the toy away as well. So I saw I needed something to cut the zip ties that it was attatched to the cardboard with. Scissors would do the trick! I held the toy and cardboard with my left hand while holding the scissors with my right. I got one cut and the other was a little diffacult. It was a small loop I had to fit the scissors under........slip........Blood everywhere squirting....I ran to the sink grabbed a dish towel sitting there......ran in my room and said Jared I cut myself really bad and I'm going to have to go to the hospital. He jumps out of bed half asleep and really irratated that I wasn't in bed. He headed in to wake up Haize and I said no i'll just call my mom and she can take me.....(shaking really really bad)...so I called her and decided that I could just drive over and pick her up. Jared was like um I think your in shock and you shouldn't drive. Im like oh i'll be just fine. So I drove to Payson picked up my mom and decided to stop at Mtn View and have my sister in law check it out first before I made the drive to Provo. Got there and "Yep your going to need some stitches." I pretty much knew, but I just didnt want to look at my own bleeding thumb. So we headed to Provo, got to the hospital and got some stitches. My thumb was pretty numb and tingly so it didnt even hurt getting it numbed for the stitches. The Doctor decided it was really deep and I may have severed the nerve so I had to go yesterday and see a Hand Surgeon, but thank goodness he thinks it will be just fine. I have to keep the stitches in for 1 more week and then if in 2 wks it is still bothering me I'm supposed to go back and see him, but hopefully that won't be the case. This is a picture from tonight so its looking much better than it did at first. And the toy that caused all the problem.